So. The boy I have been in love with for years, added me on Facebook. ZOMG. I don't know how I feel about it. I promised my self I would never EVER get trapped in that againe and then I see him, and he's just as beautiful as I remeber him. I don't know what to do or how to feel.

I hate being a stupid girl. Fucking hate it.

just realized that I have 14 days to do my SeSa. GAH. I need to work on that. Fortunetly, I have a good idea, and one section of it done. Now to finish it up.

Tracy went home yesterday and I am alone until the 23rd. *sighs* I hate being alone.

I am babysitting, and then on the way home from that this afternoon, I am picking up the prints for christmas. YAY! lol. Then next Sat. Morning, I am going to get the frames. and I hope to have them in the mail by the middle of the week. Get Brittany her present and then TADA! I am good to go.

So Tracy and I went out today to the woods and what do I do?

Break a damned toe.

It hurts..

*sighs* Oh well.

Prob..Blue Octobers Consent to Treatment. It's the first and the best I think. I love the depth of the cd.

So tonight when I was baby sitting Hen and Ella, Hen did somethign amazing. He went to bed. I KNOW. lol. It was a red letter day.

Other then that, nothing terribly thrilling as been going on. Just going and seeing and having fun. One mmore weekend in NC and I can hardly wait but I don't want it to be the last weekend. I am going to miss everyone.

I have my SeSa to write this year and I have NO idea what on earth I am going to do. NONE. I will figuare it out. I know I will. I always do. I kinda have a half an idea. but we will see.

I am totally excited about going home. OH MY GOD. I can't wait. I wanna see all my firneds and everyone, stock up on the love and then come back to Atlanta. I am sure that will be enough love. I am positive.

My birthday was awesome. 28 feels a heck of a lot like 27. Just saying.

Uh what else.. I guess that is all.

Tomarrow is my last day of Part time. I start full time on Thursday. I am very very excited. I am so excited in fact I am going to celebrate by going to the Greek Festival. WHEE lol. oh wait sorry.. OPA!

this is going to be our running around weekend before we head to NC. I am so excited. I can hardly wait. There is nothing like a Fall faire. Honestly. I love it. I never thought I would, but now I have grown to love it.

In other news, the weather is beautiful. I mean.. comepletely. Gah. I loved it. It was a little chilly today. I may have to break out my light jacket tomarrow.

Oh I am using my Prudence icon because Prudence the Rat shall soon be no more. I got fed up and have had enough. She shall die. DIE I tell you.

So after a lot of time and waiting, the ultimate thing that could have happened to me did. I got asked today if i wanted to become the center float from 9:30-1:15 and then have lunch and then go in with my kids from 2:30 -6.. and I said yes. So this means, after working a grand total of what.. three weeks, I went form part time to full time.

THANK GOD. Things will finally be really good now. I am well pleased.

I think my Indy Icon says it all best.

Today I started my new Job. I feel acomplished. After having a year of.. complete uncertainty. I am here. It's kinda nice. Things are going well. Everythign is happeneing and I am happy.

Hard tobelive to one year tomarrow, I would be on my way to start this big adventure. completely crazy I tell you. Comepletely crazy.

So I am slowly getting back in to the swing of things here on LJ. Now that I am back and reading I forget how much I missed it. I think the biggest problem was I switched from AOL as my main browser to IE and I didn't have it saved in my fave's. But now I do.

I love my frineds list. I have so much fandom love. I need to get back in to writing fandom. And since there are like 5 of them now, I have no excuse to not.

Oh and I need to get working on some knitting. I have some stuff I want to get done before October. Though, for those of you who don't know. I did knit a Helm Cozy. Yeah. That's what happens when you know a jouster.

Eric Northman. Hands down. Neck out.. whatever.

So I love True Blood, I am not ashamed and tonight was by far the best episode EVAH. I mean seriously the best. I am so so so so excited to see what they are going to do.

Oh, and Alexander Skarsgard. Yeah. I want to bone him. Hard and a lot.

That is all.

So Tracy and I have discoovered the joy of Google Docs. It's this awesome webbaded programe that if you have GMAIL you have. It freaking is AWESOME. And with this,we write. A lot. Like. HUGE long stories we write (the biggest one is like 115,000 or so words, Crazy I know.)

And now, we have started on based in the Regancy. OH MY GOD. It is by far the most challenging thing ever. Serious. Just remebering to not use contractions is killing me. As we get furthur and furthur in, it gets easier and easier, but we hae charts and geneologies and who and when you call people by what title and all it's just MASSIVE! How on earth anyone during that time got ANYTHING done is beyond me. Seriously. GAH.

After epic lenghts of time being away, I have gotten back whee, I know, exciting huh? Though a lot of stuff is still going to be on my Facebook, which I am totally addicted too, but I do miss my LJ. And we all know I was kinda a LJ whore. So yeah.

Here I am.

If there were two men in Hollywood who were just stunningly almost too handsome for their own good, it was Gene Kelley and Van Johnson.

And now they are both gone.

My heart is broken. I could cry. I loved him so much. I just.. yeah.

Rent Brigadoon and 30 seconds over Tokyo.. He was wonderful.

May he rest in peace.

So we are under a tornado warning. We don't have that in Phoenix. What the hell. Tornados. I swear. But i guess it really makes sense. Cause. it's warm and stormy here but seriously. Tornado's?

I never thought I'd live to see the day.

So the kids.. Maggie and Teddy sleep with me and i put them out when i wake up in the morning. So today I let them out and then go to get them and teddy comes in and after calling maggie for what seemed like ever. She finally reapperes.

WITH A SQUIRREL IN HER MOUTH!

She had finally caught one and killed it. Of course. She has her stuffed babies she plays with and really doesn't a squirrel just look like a stuffed baby that runs?

Now. She has been called Squirrel Killer all day. I swear.

Only my Kid.

Great Big Sea last night was amazing. It was so totally awesome to see and meet people who love them as much as I do. And Sean McCann is one sexy SEXY mother fucker. GAH. i am madly in love with that man.

They did an awesome job. I hearts them!

We had an awesome weekend at faire. It just rocked. Joust was great and the boys loved and used our favors and Jackson and Matt wore theirs. Matt's was all bloody but that's okay. We got a lot of love today and it was cool. We went out with the boys and met a lot of really awesome people. I think this is one of the best weekends at faire we have had. Pink sunburns and all. AND. I got scoundrals added to the set for my birthday. YAY! I heart them. I am just all happy about the awesome weekend we had. Seriously. It was great.

OH. and Joe was there. YAY. i love that man. He saw us and got all excited and we got to love on him. It was great. Go and look at my myspace. I am going to have all the pictures up there. There are some awesome ones. YAY!

plain and simple the internet.

So after a spectacular day.. I broke my tail bone. Yes.. I did.. gah.